Monday, November 1, 2010

Of Needs and Wants (In anticipation of a new love, whoever that may be..)

I want you to fall for me so hard, that you become scared to lose me. I want you to dwell in my existence; where a day without me would feel incomplete. I want you to fall as hard for me, as I’ll fall for you. I want you to remember me always, and I want you to chase after me when I push you away. I want you to pull me back when I’m trying to leave. I want to feel the reflexes of my own words. I want you to keep me grounded when I’ve done wrong. I want you to be relentless. I don’t want any constrictions in my chest, but the bones that shapes our interest. I want you to fall so hard for me, that you realize you’ve never even felt this way about someone before. And if I left, I would want every thing we ever shared to make you remember me. I want all the things we did, said, and never got to; to make you remember me by. I want to know you’ll fall so hard for me that if a song we shared came up on the radio; it would make you have this sudden sharp pain in your chest. And in those fleeting seconds, I hope you know how much you fell in love with me and how you can’t live without me. I hope then, you’ll come chasing after me. It’s selfish I know, but I want to be the only guy you have your eyes on. I want to be the only guy you actually fell for. I actually want to be the guy you end up with. I want to know you’ll fight for me.

9 comments:

  1. awwwww. eto pa ang naabutan ko dito. cheer up dude. :)

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  2. ayoko muna ng emo..kaya ang greeting ko sa iyo e..

    WELCOME SA BLOGOSPHERE! ehehe..

    and hmmm sexy ang profile pic ah! ehehhee :P

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  3. Huwag ka na malungkot, andito na kami para paligayahin ka hahaha..WELCUM dude - at dahil ikaw ang 100th follower ko, nanalo ka! kunin mo sa akin ang premyo mo lol

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  4. Makikita mo rin yan dude! Welcome to blogspace!

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  5. oo nga - panalo ang profile pic. hindi ko kaya ang ganyang arch! hahaha

    hmmmm... your writing speaks of an interesting persona... hehe

    Welcum!

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  6. thanks sa pag follow ng aking munting blog.. follow na din kita..

    WELCOME nga pala sa mundo ng blog!!

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  7. Thanks guys... this is actually my nth blog to date, hehehe. Hopefully pangangatawanan ko na to. Thanks again!

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  8. WELCOME SA BLOG WORLD TOL!

    Just wait for that some one :)

    Bawal EMO...

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  9. This is so much true to everybody. What struck me is your self-acknowledgment of the selfishness in it, and that sets you apart from the rest.

    Pangatawanan mo na 'tong blog na 'to; this blog is too good to cease to exist. Welcome [back] to the blogosphere :)

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